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I have been writing so freaking much the past couple of days. There must be something on my mind. But people keep asking me what I'm writing about and what I'm writing for, and I don't really know how to answer....I mean, I don't think about what I write when I'm writing; on the contrary, I write what I'm thinking, and I don't always know what I've written until I go back and read it. And I'm not writing for anything...it's just what I need to do sometimes.

We have just spent a lot of time traveling in the cars over the past few days, and I've taken advantage of that time to write. The only problem is that when I begin writing, I don't like to stop until I am finished...like, until all my thoughts are on paper, and they begin to run themselves, or stop running themselves, in circles. Also, (and somewhat because of that), I always get in a really weird mood when I write. Like, I don't really want to be around anyone or for anybody to talk to me....I get pretty emo, haha.

But whatever. I finally finished writing tonight. Unfortunately though, I'm running myself into another place that I always hate to go but can never seem to avoid. Uhhhhhh! I'm just so frustrated right now. I just don't know what to do, and I don't even know about what. I mean I do, but my logic won't just take the reigns and say, "Give it up already!" because I know there is nothing to be done, and there shouldn't be.

Whatever.....I just need another change of scenery. Something else to occupy my mind. This should all be over in about a week, or at least the next couple of weeks. Plus, I've got my auditions that I need to focus on.


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